S.O.S

Told you I made dinner plans
For you and me and no one else
That don't include your crazy friends
Well I'm done
With awkward situation's empty conversations

Oh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half

It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

So this is where the story ends
A conversation on IM
Well I'm done
With texting,
Sorry for the miscommunication

Oh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half

It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get
Next time I see you
I'm giving you a high five
'cause hugs are over rated, just FYI

Oh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
Now my heart's in two

(yeah)

Oh This is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
Now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half

It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

Chiisana Koi No Uta..

In this wide universe, there is
A big world in a blue earth
A small memory of love will reach
You who are living in a small island

Time has passed since I met you
The letter with my piled up feelings increases
Without us realizing, it is already echoing between us
Sometimes we’re full of intensity,
sometimes we’re full of sadness

These feelings echoes distantly
This gentle love song will change the world

Look, the person who is important to you
Is right beside you
I just want you to receive
This echoing love song
Listen, listen, listen to this echoing love song

You’ve realized even when we walked
In the dark, the moonlight will shine on us
I won’t let go of you hand
I swear that these strong feelings will last for eternity

In the depths of forever, I’ll definitely say
These same words without any change of feelings
Even if it’s still not enough, it’ll change into tears
And it’ll change into joy that I can’t put into words
I’ll just hold you, I’ll just hold you

Look, the person who is important to you
Is right beside you
I just want you to receive
This echoing love song
Listen, listen, listen to this echoing love song

If it’s a dream don’t wake up, if it’s a dream don’t wake up
The time I’ve spent with you will become an everlasting star

Look, the person who is important to you
Is right beside you
I just want you to receive
This echoing love song

Look, the person who is important to you
Is right beside you
I just want you to receive
This echoing love song
Listen, listen, listen to this echoing love song

The Calling

Can you hear this voice?
I've been calling that, always,
From deep within my heart

Would you, all alone, let another lonely one be next to you
Because together it's not lonely, it's twoly
See, you're not alone any longer

Just because there's no one next to me
Doesn't mean that I'm lonely
For someone to notice this pain
That heart must have surely cried

Right now, we'll crush to bits
The fortress of our limitless sadness
I'll take you with me

Got it? I'm running through at full power
To where you're waiting, left behind,
In the place of tears
I believe in you, with burning passion
So, come to me!

Future..

There are no boring days
The future looks so exciting
Every day is full or surprises
The hurdles are so high
You can't get over them with half-assed feelings

When you find out what's happening
When you take the effort to answer
It can't be hard...
The bad times aren't useless

Eternity lasts forever
With this fleeting feelings
And the sky splits apart your illusion
Believe without looking away
And let's go laughing all the way..

Hidamari (Sunny Place)

Kimi ga kureta kotobatachi wa
Suteki da kedo nazo mo ooi kara
Itsumo hitorikiri no toki
Sono imi ni kizuku

Ato ni natte yasashisa o shiru
Arigatou o ii ni oikakeru
Nanoni kimi wa sono saki o susundeite
Oitsukenai mama de

Hikari ga sasu akarui hi no hou e hashirou
Kitto soko de kimi ga mieru ne
Yami no naka o susumu hazu ga nai

Taiyou no kakudo de kage ni naru yokogao o
Mamorinukeru kurai takaku tsuyoku terashitai yo
Shinayaka na hidamari no you ni

Kimi ga warai furimuita toki
Kuraku natta soba no hoo ni wa
Umaku keshita tsumori demo
Namida no sen oritatamareteita

Damatta mama mune no hako no naka ni shimaou
Sotto shiteteagetai koto nara
Tatta hitotsu dekiru sakimawari

Hikari to kagetachi ga chirachira suru komorebi
Tsutsundeshimaitai tanoshii kanashii dono omoi mo
Atataka na hidamari no you ni

Egao no o o hiite kimi wa mata sono saki e
Tsutsundeshimaitai ureshii kuyashii kono omoi mo

Taiyou no kakudo de kage ni naru yokogao o
Mamorinukeru kurai takaku tsuyoku terashitai yo
Shinayaka na hidamari no you ni

Hanarete mo yorisoeru kokoro

The words you gave me
They were wonderful, but cryptic all the same
It’s always when I’m all alone
That the meaning sinks in

Only later on do I realize your kindness
I run after you to say thank you
But you've already proceeded ahead
Before I could catch up with you

I’ll run to a bright and shining day
I know I’ll see you there
You couldn't possibly tread into the darkness

The angle of the sun causes shadows to cast upon your profile
I want to shine high and bright, just enough to protect it
Like a nice and sunny place

When you smiled and turned your face away
Despite your best efforts to hold they back
Tears trickled down
The darkened side of your cheek

I’ll silently tuck it away into a box in my heart
If I wish to leave you be
Then all that can be done is to beat you to it

Shadows and light flicker under the eaves of the trees
I want to embrace all the running emotions, the joy and the sorrow
Like a warm and sunny place

Leaving a trail of smiles behind you, you continue onwards
I want to embrace this feeling of being torn between happiness and regret

The angle of the sun causes shadows to cast upon your profile
I want to shine high and bright, just enough to protect it
Like a nice and sunny place

Though separated, my heart lies close to yours

Omamori Himari - Hidamari

きみが くれた 言葉たちは
すてき だけど 謎も 多いから
いつも ひとりきりのとき
その意味に 気づく

あとに なって やさしさを知る
ありがとうを 言いに 追いかける
なのに きみは その先を 進んでいて
追いつけないままで

光が射す 明るい日のほうへ 走ろう
きっと そこできみが みえるね
闇のなかを 進むはずがない

太陽の角度で 陰になる横顔を
まもりぬけるくらい 高く 強く 照らしたいよ
しなやかな ひだまりのように

きみが わらい ふりむいたとき
くらくなったがわの 頬には
うまく 消した つもりでも
涙の線 折りたたまれていた

だまったまま 胸の箱のなかに しまおう
そっと しててあげたい ことなら
たった1つ できる 先まわり

光と影たちが ちらちらする 木もれ陽
つつんでしまいたい 楽しいかなしい どの想いも
暖かな ひだまりのように

笑顔の尾をひいて きみはまた その先へ
つつんでしまいたい 嬉しいくやしい この想いも

太陽の角度で 陰になる横顔を
まもりぬけるくらい 高く 強く 照らしたいよ
しなやかな ひだまりのように

離れても よりそえる こころ

Himitsu (Secret)

You see...
It seems I've been wounded, yet the words I truly desired..
To make me fulfilled, were living in the depths of my heart..
I'm troubled..

I have only a bit more than my body's warmth as my pulse quickens in the lukewarm wind..
Speaking of a distant future, I've seen that face before..
Together we can travel to the interior of my dreams..
It's like... this is each our body..

The pistol known as love is shooting mid-way to my heart..
Tactics like this, I can't grasp the meaning of such knowledge..
The trigger known as love is drawn, shooting at my icy heart..
Filling me with your love all the way to my fingertips..

You see...
It seems I'm always forgotten, like a meaningless silver coin one receives..
But a dully lighted gem can progress to shining, with drops of tears..
Just knowing me, that was a secret..

I've lost everything, and hunched over with a sigh, I've thawed in the dawn..
It's of no use to be on this path..
Yet in my hand is a shiny quarter dollar..
My feelings have been freed, as I grasp tightly to my courage..
I smile at the canopy that has been opened in my trembling heart..

My audacious lips are now held shut.....

I give to you only warmth, shooting mid-way from my heart..
Tactics like this, I can't grasp the meaning of such knowledge..
The trigger known as love is drawn, shooting out tainted blossoms..
And once more I will break down and give you a much-prized kiss..

Love

I think the video says it all :)

Just One Last Dance...

Can I have..just one last dance?

Just one last dance.... Oh baby... Just one last dance

We meet in the night in the Spanish cafe
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
Our love has finished forever

How I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
How I wish we make it through

Chorus:
Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's like the first time
Just one more chance
Hold me tight and keep me warm
Cause the night is getting cold
And I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance

The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
But I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love

There's no way to come with you
It's the only thing to do

Just one last dance, just one more chance, just one last dance

Tangga - Terbaik Untukmu

All the MVs on youtube regarding this song have been taken down due to some copyright claims.. So if you wanna listen to this song, search for it in 4shared.. And here's a translated version of the lyrics..

I've realized by now..
We are getting further apart..
I managed to think about it..
You're the one who wanted it..
Away from my hugs..

Oh Now I've realized..
This is my fault..
I don't want to be late and regret this..

Forgive me when I always..
Make you annoyed and hate me..
I did all those things..
Just to make you happy..

Maybe I didn't quite understand..
How to show what I meant..
I was just trying to be.. The best for you...

I want you always be here with me..
Don't go..
Give me a chance..
For me to prove..
Determination of my love..

To you.. The one I'm missing so much...

To you.. Yes.. YOU..

Slumbering in my heart..
A tiny, tiny wound go unnoticed..
Flooding from the gap..
Your name, strong and gentle eyes, fingers, and hair made me come to realize..
That I could meet you..
Talk to you..
Started wishing I could touch you, before I realized it..
Emotions aroused, they can't be stopped..
So even if I trip, my heart will run like the wind..
I fell in love with your profile..
And I'd feel so broken-hearted...
I really really love you..

August.. 2010..

0810 has arrived.. For some reason, it's been the same for three years in a row.. Will the situation continue until November? I'm.. not sure.. But all I can do is smile and walk forward.. Even though she's not around anymore...

If you really love someone, I believe that there is nothing in the world that you cannot overcome.. But first, you need to fully understand him/her..

Maybe it's just me who feels this way.. But.. If you're sick, I want to look after you.. If you're feeling down, I want to be the person that lifts you back up again.. More than that.. I want to be the person who always make you smile.. I want to be the guy you grow old with.. I may be mean at certain time.. But my feelings are real..

If you're reading this.. I hope.. you would give me another chance to make things better again.. I really do miss you..

I Have A Magic Dolphin :D

Drifting alone
Where am I to go
The purpose in me
Sadly I don't know

Who'll take my hand
I'm sailing in the sand
Nothing to enjoy
Feeling quite destroyed

But I know a magic dolphin
Swimming above the world
And in my dreams it promised me
That someday I'll find my girl

No one to love
No one to lose
All by myself
This is what I choose

Lovers everywhere
Why should I even care
Will I ever change
That would sure be strange

But I know a magic dolphin
Swimming above the world
And in my dreams it promised me
That someday I'll find my girl

She has the taste of summer
Cute shiny eyes of love
And until I find that girl of mine
I have a friend above
Yes, I have a friend above

'Cause I know a magic dolphin
Swimming above the world
And in my dreams it promised me
That someday I'll find my girl

She has the taste of summer
Cute shiny eyes of love
Until I find that girl of mine
I have a friend above
I have a friend above
Yes, I have a friend above

Dear My Secret Lover..

I just wanna say that..

I love you more than anything in the world though no one knows about it.. I'll still love you with all my heart.. Even though you're just my secret lover..

You can be sure that you are my true love.. The one I've been looking for all my life.. I will give the rest of my love only for you..

I do love you N.. I really do.. Though it took me some time to realize it.. But the feelings are true.. No doubt about it..

N.. For as long as I'm with you.. Nothing is impossible.. I will do everything I can to make you happy.. So please, be mine...

Sincerely,
Naz..

And so, I dedicate these 2 songs for you..

3 words.. Truly.. Madly.. Deeply..

3 words to explain it, 3 simple words.. ^_^

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

Blind..

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go

-------------------------------------------------------

Yesterday I asked you.. If I went missing, what would you do?

Your answer was "nothing.. because I will always find you in my heart"

And so.. I guess the only place for me is in your heart.. And not by your side..

I once asked you.. Before you got serious with him.. Why not be with me instead.. But you replied you don't wanna lose a friend like me..

A friend.. Maybe I'm just fated to be just her friend..

And it is a fate that I intend to change!

Baik Baik Sayang

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
Sudahi air mata darimu
Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengarkan aku

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku
Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku di siang dan malammu
Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
Sekuat semampuku sayang
Karena bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengarkan aku

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku
Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku di siang dan malammu
Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Ngee~ Thanks to a certain someone, 070610 will be one of the most memorable day ever... It's simply hard to explain by words.. But to make things short, I have finally said what I need to say since a long time ago, and so did she.. I remembered 3 days ago, when I met her mother for the second time... She said to her friend..

"This is her best guy friend.. He's not his boyfriend yet"

I was speechless when she said that.. And at the same time, I started to wonder.. Yet she said.. Hmm.. Does that mean anything? I guess it's for her to know and for me to find out.. :P

I continued my stroll down memory lane.. I noticed that.. Every time I have nothing to do, I'd give her a text / buzz / call.. Every time I needed someone to talk to, she would be my first choice.. Every time I feel mischievous, she would be my target.. And furthermore, when she said that she needed me, I'd stop whatever I'm doing or finish it as soon as possible, making myself free for the session..

No matter what I do, she'll be there for me, and no matter what she does,

I will always be there for her..

This is my vow, until the end of time...

150 juta

This is one of the sweetest songs that I've known..

Untuk kali keseratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
"Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?"
"Apa kau buta, apa kau pura-pura suka"

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

"Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa"
"Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea"
"Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara"
"Tapi dia jelas, jujur apa adanya"

"Aku lagi kenal dia"

Dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis, aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku, sambil berkata

"Saya mungkin baran tak kira masa"
"Tapi saya tahan kalau yang salah saya"
"Saya mungkin saja keras kepala"
"Tapi saya manja bila kita berdua"

"Saya kenal sayang saya"

Buat apa dicerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya
Peduli orang kata

Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna
Kalau hati tak ada

Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa
Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
Aku punya manja, kau saja boleh rasa

Rahsia kita berdua..