The Calling

Can you hear this voice?
I've been calling that, always,
From deep within my heart

Would you, all alone, let another lonely one be next to you
Because together it's not lonely, it's twoly
See, you're not alone any longer

Just because there's no one next to me
Doesn't mean that I'm lonely
For someone to notice this pain
That heart must have surely cried

Right now, we'll crush to bits
The fortress of our limitless sadness
I'll take you with me

Got it? I'm running through at full power
To where you're waiting, left behind,
In the place of tears
I believe in you, with burning passion
So, come to me!

Future..

There are no boring days
The future looks so exciting
Every day is full or surprises
The hurdles are so high
You can't get over them with half-assed feelings

When you find out what's happening
When you take the effort to answer
It can't be hard...
The bad times aren't useless

Eternity lasts forever
With this fleeting feelings
And the sky splits apart your illusion
Believe without looking away
And let's go laughing all the way..

Something Interesting..

Hatred.. not harted.. It sums up as the Law Of Attraction.. Whatever you give out, you get back..








If you feel sad, or lonely, or even there's something bothering you.. I'll be willing to listen as long as you're willing to tell..


Love is about giving without expecting anything in return..

August.. 2010..

0810 has arrived.. For some reason, it's been the same for three years in a row.. Will the situation continue until November? I'm.. not sure.. But all I can do is smile and walk forward.. Even though she's not around anymore...

If you really love someone, I believe that there is nothing in the world that you cannot overcome.. But first, you need to fully understand him/her..

Maybe it's just me who feels this way.. But.. If you're sick, I want to look after you.. If you're feeling down, I want to be the person that lifts you back up again.. More than that.. I want to be the person who always make you smile.. I want to be the guy you grow old with.. I may be mean at certain time.. But my feelings are real..

If you're reading this.. I hope.. you would give me another chance to make things better again.. I really do miss you..

Tagged by Doryn again =|

Thanks for the award Doryn~

And I need to answer a few questions:



Write 5 interesting facts about the person who gave you this award

* kind
* cute
* a football maniac
* always and i mean ALWAYS post on her facebook wall
* thanks for her I've realized certain things..

Jots down 10 interesting facts about yourself and your hobby

- I'm crazy about study of the mind / soul
- I love to bowl :D
- Someone called me silly :P
- Prefers to be alone at home
- I always drive fast when I'm alone
- I can't sit still without thinking
- I hate football.. Nuff said xD
- I like classical music and oldies..
- When I set my mind on something, I will do whatever I can to get my goal..
- Be nice to me and I'll be nice to you regardless of who you are


Pick your most 10 deserving recepients and describe them

* Nadd.. A close friend of mine for 2 years+.. Don't know about what I'd do without her..
* Deevon.. My gaming buddy.. and my ex-roommate..
* Anna.. My ex-classmate when I was studying in MMU
* Ap.. My MMU friend
* Hanip.. Ex-classmate in MMU
* MedeaDayana.. A fren from MMU
* Ika.. A blog fren
* Puteri Aladdin.. blog fren as well
* kiki.. blog fren
* Effa.. another blog fren

It did happen huh?

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realized
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing...

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've
Got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing at all

Somehow.. I think this would be the perfect song to describe the situation I'm in right now.. I know that I might be greedy.. But really.. I do not want to share you with anyone at all.. I love you.. And I know that you do love me too.. But to you, I'm more suited to be just friends.. Right?

It ended with a telephone call.. Literally.. Nuff said.. Friends.. Well.. It might be better than nothing.. At least I can still be there for you... When you needs me..