To you.. Yes.. YOU..

Slumbering in my heart..
A tiny, tiny wound go unnoticed..
Flooding from the gap..
Your name, strong and gentle eyes, fingers, and hair made me come to realize..
That I could meet you..
Talk to you..
Started wishing I could touch you, before I realized it..
Emotions aroused, they can't be stopped..
So even if I trip, my heart will run like the wind..
I fell in love with your profile..
And I'd feel so broken-hearted...
I really really love you..

August.. 2010..

0810 has arrived.. For some reason, it's been the same for three years in a row.. Will the situation continue until November? I'm.. not sure.. But all I can do is smile and walk forward.. Even though she's not around anymore...

If you really love someone, I believe that there is nothing in the world that you cannot overcome.. But first, you need to fully understand him/her..

Maybe it's just me who feels this way.. But.. If you're sick, I want to look after you.. If you're feeling down, I want to be the person that lifts you back up again.. More than that.. I want to be the person who always make you smile.. I want to be the guy you grow old with.. I may be mean at certain time.. But my feelings are real..

If you're reading this.. I hope.. you would give me another chance to make things better again.. I really do miss you..

Love and Books..

Love is like reading a book

Being in love is like reading a book.. Once you have made up your mind to start reading a book, you are deem to expect its conclusion.. You know for sure there is generally 2 possible conclusions.. Either it's a "Happily Ever After" and you feel worth reading it...or its a 'tragic disaster' that cause a lot of dissatisfaction.. Then you will begin to struggle through all the 'unanswerable' questions as to why, how, when, who, what and where?

You feel extremely disappointed and upset cause that's what you least expect.. You feel you've given in too much time (& hope) just to reach to the conclusion of the story, but it turns out of expectation.. By this time, these questions might wander in your mind..."Why is this happening to me? Why me?" But have you ever thought of this 'why', did you really get the answer to your question? Let me tell you.. Your questions were due to your 1st move.. which is.. decided to read that particular book.. That's why you shouldn't regret no matter what happen cause it was your decision..

A novel is like a living thing that has its life destined.. An author decides on the storyline of a book/novel.. As you flip to the 1st page, sooner or later you will reach the last page and the ending will be revealed.. Unless you quit reading when is half way through but you will never know the ending and if you wait for others to tell you, it will be too late and totally meaningless to you already.. As for love, once you decided to be with someone, you're bound to expect an ending, either a happy ending or a disaster that follow up by phobia, hatred, anger disappointment.. No matter what there shouldn't be any regret. Its all fated..

When you love someone, if he or she is happy, you will also be happy...
I really wonder...How many ppl actually can do that... Love is selfish... No matter how, there is definitely someone who is hurt... No matter how we avoid it.... Is there love that doesn't hurt anyone?? "If Love doesn't hurt, than it is not Love anymore.." Is this true???....

Happy?

If you can only be happy while making others happy, how would you be, when everyone else around you disappear? If there's no one to impress, no one to talk to, no one to cheer up, then how would you be happy then?

Just a thought.. From lovers, to reset the relationship, will it be friends? No.. Even friendship starts from being a stranger.. It goes like this..

Stranger -> Acquaintance -> Friends -> Best friends

When you wanna reset a relationship, you can't start from the middle.. You have to start from the beginning.. As a stranger.. Then only it can progress again..

And no, from best friends, the likelihood of progressing into lovers is less than 1%.. Yes there are cases where best friends fall in love, live happily ever after, bla bla bla.. But what happens when one feels more comfortable being just a "best friend"?

Just... A few words of wisdom... Diary of An Insomniac page 210

Today will NEVER come again.. Be a blessing.. Be a friend.. Encourage someone.. Take time to care.. Let your words heal, and not wound.. Coz today will never come again..

Live... Love... Laugh.. Do each everyday.. Smile and hug the people in your life, let them know you care and that you love them..

Everyday you wake up is a blessing.. Treat it like that.. Be thankful for all you have and enjoy the fact that you're here to have your problems..

MISTAKES makes me human. FAILURE makes me stronger. LOVE keeps me alive. But its YOU who keeps me smiling :)

Accept failure but do not accept not trying!

Never regret your past, only regret if you don't learn from it!

The moment you think of giving up, think of a reason why you held so long.. Do or die is an old saying.. Do it before you die is the new one..

If you're troubled today remember to breath slow, take one moment at a time, put the stereo on your favorite song, and sing as loud as you can!