Doubt...

I don't know why.. My chest feels so heavy.. My mind is confused.. My heart feels pain.. I wanna keep lying down when I fell.. I've lost all hope.. The motivation is gone.. I had become a soulless body.. Who had nothing to care about.. Who just let time slips away by him.. Yeah.. It's true.. Life has to move on.. I understand..


For quite some time, I've become like that.. Hoping that one would come and cheer me up again.. Become part of my life.. However, I forgot the most important thing ever.. If I don't help myself first, no one will come and help me..