Tagged by ika =/

Do u think you' are hot?
Nope.. I'm cold


Upload a favourite picture of you:



Gives three reason why u like that picture:

1. This picture was when I lost 24 kgs
2. The first social event that I've been to (that requires dancing)
3. It became my avatar in MSN and YM XD





When was the last time u ate pizza?
1 month ago

The last song u listen?
Imran Ajmain - Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang

What are u doing right now besides this?
Setting my Granado Espada characters to camp

What name you prefer besides yours?
atikah afrina maybe?

People to tag:
1. Deevon
2. Shanny
3. Lee
4. Nadeera
5. Ap

Who is number one?
My ex-roommate

Number three is having relationship with?
His pc

Say something about nombor five?
He has moustache and beard now XD

How about number four?
One of my online friends

Who is number two?
Number one's gf

Personality Test..

Personality Test By Quizbox

LoL.. These are my results..

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

A Sudden Change In Life..

Today was the hardest day for me yet.. I'm not sure why every kiss i see pointed me to my old memories.. It's been, exactly.. 1 year and 1 month since i had my last real kiss.. why does it still hurt so bad remembering her.. Moving on, how does one really do it? Even with advises, encouragement from friend, family and even strangers, I still have problems forgetting about her.. I don't know why I still can't forget about her.. Althought it's in my nature to forgive and forget, this is THE ONLY thing that I have yet to FnF.. Somehow, AGAIN, I wonder.. What does love is all about? What love really is? Why do people say they're in love with you and the next thing you know, they betray you?

When I've lost all hope and faith about love, a friend told me, made me remember of how great love truly is..

Love is not natural! It's not something that will exist in a snap of a finger.. It has to be nurtured.. It will develop over time.. In all, almost all love start with friendship.. Start by showing someone you care for them.. It's better than to hope that someone will eventually fall in love with you..

All the things I've mentioned.. are easier said than done.. Well, it's true that I've lost my faith.. But it's not the end of the line just yet!

"If you can't have faith, rely on your heart.. No matter how weak, do what is most right on your end.. Control yourself or be controlled.. There is no one stronger than yourself, not me, not your parents, not the world.. Always remember that.. Your life.. Your whole world is your choice.. your decision.. There is no buts! No hesitation! The world will still move on even if you say no or yes.. Don't ever let others choose your path.. Choose your own path.. Be it good or bad.. At the very least, you know in your heart I have went the path I've chosen"

Life.. is like.. Getting or mining for a diamond.. Getting a diamond.. you can't get to choose the size you want.. Mining for one, at the very least, you can choose the size.. And of course, if you mined the biggest one, you can't expect anything else bigger..

As I looked back into the past, what I've been doing was just waiting for that someone special (while letting myself rot of course).. Suddenly, it hit me.. Even when that someone special comes, she's not gonna help me up..

Everything starts from within me.. Thus, I've made my decision.. I'm gonna stop studying for a while.. As of February 21st, 2008, I am no longer an MMU student.. I would like to say thanks to all my friends who have been very supportive.. However, this is something I must do by myself... I'm not gonna wait for a miracle anymore.. Instead, I'm gonna make my own miracles happen! Wish me luck :)