Sunday, December 27, 2009

Thoughts...

Don't people always forget what happened in the past? For example... the face or the name of a beloved person.. What you talked about or what happy things you did.. But when you meet the person by chance, you naturally start smiling.. One remembers the feeling of having loved someone.. Even so, the purest memories are still locked in the deepest part of the brain.. No matter how forgetful one is, he or she will never forget those memories... They are eternal.. :)

*Listens to Pavane of a Dead Princess*

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Being an Optimist..

Thoughts.. Expressed through words.. Whether those words be spoken or sung, do not necessarily tell their story to ears unfamiliar with the language used... But when heart speaks to heart from the depth of inner feeling, then none are so deaf but that they may hear..

Music may be made such a potent factor that it will awaken the very highest feelings in the life of man, and through the awakening will come a life such as he was intended to live from the beginning.. If we could only realize that as life progresses there is an ever-increasing wonder of music and colour but that only through inner development can come the appreciation of it.. Then, we should look forward, not with doubts and fears to sorrowful or painful or even evil consequences that may befall us in the future time, but with pleasurable anticipation to the greater joys that we know await us..

Monday, December 14, 2009

Deja Vu...

Dear bloggie,

Today.. This morning.. Approximately 6 o'clock in the morning.. I got my heart torn apart again.. I thought she was different.. I thought that she might be the one who'd make me happy.. But in the end, she's just the same with all the heart-breakers out there..

Perhaps she was waiting for the time to get rid of me.. I know I'm just a nobody.. Not a descendant of famous people.. Nor a descendant of a royal line.. Maybe she was right.. One sided love will get you nowhere.. It didn't matter how hard I tried..

Again, I found myself slipping into the darkness.. Searching everywhere for hope..

"In everything that's good, there's always evil hiding inside..And in everything evil, there's always a glimpse of faith.. A small hope.. A small glimpse of light within the never ending darkness..."

Sunday, November 22, 2009

What Attracts You?

What do you first notice about the opposite gender? It can be their hair, their smile, what they're wearing and much more.. Some even goes for their smell.. *sniff* "She smells good.. I wanna get to know her".. Well, it happened before..

However, for me, the most intriguing thing that I notice would be their eyes.. For example, I met a lady regarding certain business.. Well.. At first she wasn't that attractive to me.. I'm not saying that she's not pretty.. In fact, she is.. Anyway.. we agreed to meet around 5 pm.. Spent around 3 hours asking about the business and of course, about herself.. But as I sat in front of her.. I started to notice her eyes.. It's as if they were glowing.. At first I thought she was using contact lenses.. It turned out that she has perfect vision.. But still.. I can't help staring at her eyes..

However.. That was it.. Once those eyes are no longer visible.. The interest is lost.. It's important to keep your spouse interested in you.. If not, that's when betrayal happens...

Can't Get Enough Of This Song..



With a comfortable feeling
I've lately greeted you
Are happy? Who are you seeing?
You're lovely as always
I hope you love well (live well)
Without anymore hardships (no more)
I'm waiting to hear
That your new love is treating you well

[CHORUS]
Be happy, now be happy
For the amount you hurt beside me
It'll be difficult, difficult for you
But for someone who can't do anything, For me..
I pray for you (I pray for my sake)
Am I too far away from you? (Am I going furthur away?)
You haven't responded to my greeting
So the place where I erased you from my heart..
Starts to hurt once more

I acted like everything was fine
And tried to laugh a little
I denied that it ever happened, said it was in the past
It was just something that happened in the past
I wanted to believe it, I wanted to forget
To play the game, I didn't say anything
And acted like I was fooling myself

Be happy, now be happy
For the amount you hurt beside me
It'll be difficult, difficult for you
But for someone who can't do anything, For me..
I pray for you (I pray for my sake)
Am I too far away from you? (Am I going furthur away?)
You haven't responded to my greeting
So the place where I erased you from my heart..
Starts to hurt once more

If it's difficult, you can come back to me
If you think of me, you can come back
If your sorry feelings
Are keeping you
For my sake, return to me
Just for a moment, smile at me
If you've forgotten the way to me
If you've forgotten, I'll look for you instead

Come back to me, now come back to me
(To me) Like it was before..now
Even though it's hard, even though it's so hard
(Towards me) If you come back, everything will be alright
I ask for you in my prayers (I pray for my sake)
And if you can hear them (If I can hear them)
There's an empty part of me that wants you
Without anyone knowing
You can come back now... to me ....