Thank You My Beloved..

An Unforgettable Question..

A friend asked me these questions a few days ago..
"What Do U Want From Ur Gf?" and "Which Kind Of Girl Do U Prefer?"

Well, basically, I don't mind how she looks like as long as she loves me with all her heart.. Short or tall doesn't make a difference.. Neither is thin or fat.. Even my last ex wasn't that skinny.. She's just a little bit like average for a girl her height.. Criterias.. Hmm.. Maybe I don't want her to be fatter than I am? I think that's all.. MAYBE.. And obviously I don't want one who tries to be my mom or my sis.. Haha.. What else eh.. I don't mind her being too outgoing or the type who always stays at home.. Basically, I don't care how she looks or what she do.. Haha..

Just like the song from BSB
I don't care who you are,
Where you're from,
Don't care what you did,
As long as you love me

Whoa.. Really reminds me of my childhood.. I was so damn into boy bands for their love songs haha.. I still remember walking in to my sis's room and listen to KRU songs every morning! Hahaha..

Anyway, back to the story.. What do I want from my gf.. Hmm... Obviously it wouldn't be sex.. I don't believe sex is the only solution for good long term relationship.. Maybe discussion is good.. I want her to open up to me for every problem she has and I'd help her in any way I can.. I would like my gf to be a bit talkative since I love to listen to stories and tell stories.. Lastly, I want her to love me with all her heart.. I think that's about it..

1 of the things I like to do for my relationship is I'd like to meet her family and let them know who's been dating their daughter.. I've been like this since my form5.. And unfortunately, only my last ex lets me to meet them.. Growing up, I always see ppl around me argues.. I've said to myself.. I don't wanna be angry.. I don't wanna have a bad temper.. There's always another way to tell her instead of getting angry at her.. Slow talk perhaps? Tolerating their mistake is the best solution for not getting angry.. However, I didn't know why I've been such an angry guy when I was with my ex.. *sigh* nvm.. Let's just forget about things that have been done and move on.. That's the best solution for breakups rite? Someone said to me.. "Mmg time will heal our pains, but it'll leave scars".. To me, I don't think it'll leave scars.. As long as u still hang on to the past, u will feel the pain from the so-called scars.. It doesn't matter what u did as long as u move on.. Look into the future for a change.. When I think about this, I know I shouldn't be hoping that my ex would return to me.. Let bygones be bygones.. Thx for the memories =D

New Info For SAD Party!!

It turns out that the party is FREE!! Yes IT'S FREE!! So the VIP pass I got was just for the goodie bags they'll give inside.. Tomorrow is the day.. I've thought about it.. I'll bring a female friend as my VIP partner.. Woohoo!!

S.A.D Party 2 Days Away

Date: 15th February 2008
Time: 8.00pm Onwards
Dress Code: Single men to come with TIES and Single Ladies to come with Bows
Theme For The Night: Single and Ready to Mingle
Venue: Retro Bar

Come if you're really ready to mingle. Guys come wit TIES to symbolize that you're available, and Ladies... do come wit a BOW on you... to symbolize that they're ready to mingle. Its going to be a party where singles will finally find their soul mates. If you think you've found someone interesting, then just exchange yer' BOWS and TIES... simple rite?

I never thought i'd be going to a club.. I've never been to a club before.. Can u imagine someone around 22 years old never been to a club.. Well I just hope I won't become William Hung there.. Hahaha.. Friday is gonna be something worth waiting for.. Woohooo!

Hmm.. What should I wear? Should I bring a friend along? Or a sibling who've been there? How should I dance? Move with the flow, I guess? I've read some articles about 1st time going to a club.. They mentioned bringing earplugs since the music will be loud.. Anyway, back to the questions, what if I saw a girl, a very interesting girl there, what should I do? What should I talk to her about? Arrrgghhh.. Too many questions.. And I have only 2 days to answer it.. Dang! ><

Think Happy Thoughts!

A few moments ago, I decided to call The Morning Crew @ 0395433311.. Their topic for the morning was being happy for the valentine's day.. At that moment, they were asking a woman whether a footrub will make her happy or not.. Then Junior gave Rudy a footrub.. The video is on hitz.fm website although i couldn't find it anywhere..

I told him i just broke up with my gf.. He asked when and how long were the relationship.. I said nearly 4 years and I broke up with her 2 weeks ago.. And he mentioned SAD party to me.. Singles Awareness Day.. Isn't it unfair that couples have their own day and singles don't? That's the reason of SAD party.. He told me he's gonna give me the 1st invite and VIP pass to me.. Wow.. Nice! Thx so much Hitz.Fm.. At least now I'm happy again =D

Ada Apa Denganmu

I was listening to some lectures from my parents about life and relationship.. And then, suddenly, my sister's hp rang.. There was an incoming sms.. And the ringtone was a parody by Saiful Apek of Ada Apa Denganmu originally by Peter Pan.. Listening to the original song, I wondered about stuffs.. Haha

Song lyrics | Ada Apa Denganmu lyrics


How I wish I could've gone back in time and repair this mistake *sigh*

What Should I Do?...

Hmmm... I'm lost... A few days ago a girl asked me to be his temp bf.. I don't know whether i should accept it or not.. Well, besides it's a temp relationship, i mean, we're bf and gf when we go out together only.. Other times, we're friends.. No emotion attached.. Well, I did like her some time ago.. In her, I see some attributes i like and she's cute too! =)

On the other hand, there's a girl i've been trying to get close to.. I don't know whether I got a chance with her or not.. She's been replying to my sms, we talked, asked her what she'd like for v day, if she'd like to go out with me etc.. Some infos are being hidden for certain reasons hahaha

Well, I feel like I wanna take the risk to be the temp bf.. Like my ex in secondary school told me, "Puppy love can become true love if we worked on it".. I still remember her words.. And so... Back to the story.. I need to forget my ex.. I can't stop being emotional for the last few weeks.. *sigh*

Another thing that happened for the last few days was.. My recent ex called me.. The one that made me blogging again.. Asking me how i've been doing etc.. And after that, she sent me a message saying.. "If one day I want to return to u, will u accept me back? But i'm not sure when..." I'm really lost now.. I don't know what to do anymore.. Ppl keep telling me to forget her but I couldn't.. Yet!.. Only time will heal my pain.. I hope..

So Close By Jon McLaughlin

Song lyrics | So Close lyrics

I've Been Dreaming Of A True Love's Kiss~

When you meet the someone who was meant for you
Before two can become one there is something we must do
Do you pull each others tails?
Do you feed each other seeds?
No, there is something sweeter everybody needs

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince I'm hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Shes been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince she's hoping comes with this
That's what brings everaftering so happy
And that's the reason we need lips so much
Four lips are the only things that touch

So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made to finish our duet
And in years to come we'll reminisce
How we came to love
And grow and grow love
Since first we knew love through true love's kiss


Prince Edward sang this after several minutes in the movie..

I’ve been dreaming of a true love kiss
And a miss I have begun to miss
Pure and sweet waiting to complete
My love song

Yes somewhere there’s a maiden I’ve never met

Dewa - Dewi

Here’s the lyircs

Dewi from Kerajaan Cinta by Dewa 19

Dewi aku mohon beri kesempatan
Tuk bisa menebus dosaku kepadamu
Maafkanlah aku yang menyakitimu
Aku tidak pernah menyangka bisa begini

Oh dewi, dengarkanlah

Dewi kaulah hidupku
Aku cinta padamu sampai mati
Dewi belahlah dadaku
Agar kau tahu
Agar kau mengerti

Wou wou wou

Semua terjadi begitu saja
Tak ada yang serius antara dia dan aku
Tidak ada cinta dan tak ada hati
Hanya karena aku lelaki dan dia wanita