Sunday, April 6, 2008

A Combination Of 3 Songs That Always Accompany Me..

I heard you're doing okay but I want you to know, I'm addicted, I'm addicted to you.. I can't pretend I don't care when you don't think about me.. Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy but you left anyway..

I look around me but all I see is people going nowhere, expecting sympathy.. It's like I'm going through the motions of a scripted destiny.. Tell me where's our inspiration.. If like won't wait I guess it's up to me...

I thought she was happy, but I was wrong.. The note she left it took me by surprise.. Said I've turned into, some other guy.. The things she said that she gave up for me.. She says it was a waste of time

No, we'e not gonna waste another moment in this town.. We won't come back the world is calling out.. Leave the past in the past gonna find the future .. And misery loves company.. Well so long you'll miss me when I'm gone.. You're gonna miss me when I'm gone..

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you.. But I want it and I need it, I'm addicted to you.. Now it's over.. Can't forget what you said.. And I never wanna do this again..

Guess I don't really know what I was thinking.. Would've thought we would float but we kept sinking.. And things were so good, when you were in love with some other guy.. He looks just like me, but I made you cry.. You know I don't mean to.. I'm just an asshole sometimes..

Since the day I met you , and after all we've been through, I'm still addicted, I'm addicted to you.. I think you know that it's true.. I'd run a thousand miles to get you.. Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy.. I did all that I could just to keep you but you left anyway..

I never saw myself as being alone.. Maybe that was my problem.. Coz now she's gone.. And I couldn't help but think how things could be.. I hope you're happy, happy without me.. And all the things that she gave up for me, I took for granted time after time..

Procrastination, running circles in my head.. While you sit there contemplating, you're wound up left for dead.. Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.. Another day, another casualty but that won't happen to me!

And please don't think I'm complaining, I was just happy to have her for a time.. And if you see her, tell her I said "hello and that I'm doing just fine"

How long will I be waiting? Until the end of time.. I don't know why I'm still waiting.. I can't make you mine..

Won't look back.. When I say goodbye, gonna leave hole behind me.. Gonna take what's mine tonight.. Cause every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.. Gonna wake up feeling sorry cause life won't wait.. I guess it's up to you..