Friday, January 18, 2008

*Sigh* I've Been Turned Down..

I admit I've been quarrelling with my gf over some small details. And I've used harsh words to her. I was wrong. I know. Maybe becoz she wouldn't listen to what I've said. Or maybe becoz I was emotionally disturb at that time and she made me snap. One thing for sure. She cares more about the dressing rather than the taste. I don’t think she noticed the things I said. Instead, she noticed the harsh words I said.

Growing up in my house, I was often called stupid or useless by my family. Enraged, I work hard to prove them wrong. And now, they finally notice about my usefulness. I wanted my gf to be more encouraged. That’s why I’ve called her stupid, never use her brain and lots more. Unfortunately, she took everything as realistic and thought of herself the same as every thing I’ve said. I know some of it is true but not EVERYTHING. Why can’t she work hard to prove me wrong?

I guess my reverse psychology has failed. And now, I’m on the verge of breaking up with my gf. I’ve tried everything. I tried to console her, but she rejected me. I’ve beaten myself up until I coughed up blood, and still she rejected me. Everything I do, and STILL she rejected me. Now, all I can do is just hope she’ll come back to me.

This Song Is Dedicated To My Gf..
Tak Bisakah – Peter Pan




Hatiku Bimbang Dengan Tetap Pikirkanmu
Selalu, Selalu Dalam Hatiku
Ku Melangkah Sejauh Apapun Itu
Selalu Kau Didalam Hatiku

Ku Berjalan, Berjalan Memutar Waktu
Berharap Temukan Sisa Hatimu
Mengertilah Ku Ingin Engkau Begitu
Mengerti Kau Di Dalam Hatiku

Tak Bisakah Kau Menungguku
Hingga Nanti Tetap Menunggu
Tak Bisakah Kau Menuntunku
Menemani Dalam Hidupku

Ku Berjalan, Berjalan Memutar Waktu
Berharap Temukan Sisa Hatimu
Mengertilah Ku Ingin Engkau Begitu
Mengerti Kau Didalam Hatiku

Jangan Kau Mencari Hidupku
Kemana Kau Tau Isi Hatiku
Tunggu Sejenak Aku Disitu
Jalanku Jalan Menemukanmu

Tak Bisakah Kau Menungguku
Hingga Nanti Tetap Menunggu
Tak Bisakah Kau Menuntunku
Menemani Dalam Hidupku

Kekasih Gelapku – Ungu


Song lyrics | Kekasih Gelapku lyrics

2 comments:

ared said...

ouch...shit...salah ko ni kat sini...oh well,nasi dah jadik bubur...hmm..first of all i want to basuh u 1st...u shouldnt treat a lady like that...though u ingat family u can simply maki2 u, jgn ingat u can do that to others as well...furthermore, she's a lady...mmg org kate in relationship klu boleh jgn belakon kan...but sometimes we need to belakon...belakon as in that we need to be a gentleman...takleh la nak treat pompuan cam laki...even ur gurl frens oso u cannot treat like a boy frens...so kat sini i hope u learned ur lesson

XeNoGeArS said...

i know i'm wrong.. i've said sorry so many times and yet she still can't accept me back.. she still ignores every word i said, every advice i gave her, and every call i made..